I only cried during Dr. Phil and Oprah today (and that is normal.)  I am not giving up hope that Kirrah will find her way home somehow.  A lady in downtown Sumter called today.  She was a retired school teacher and very nice.  She said she saw what might be Kirrah this morning when she was walking her dog.  I went to where she lived and looked but of course didn't see anything.  I ran into a few people in their yards and gave them Kirrah's card and showed them some photos of her.  I also called Camden's radio station 102.7 and they are reporting her missing on their radio shows.

I also had the energy to clean up the house.  I guess I kind of felt that since Steven is now the primary breadwinner of our little family, I better be a good housewife.  So I cleaned everything, including the bathrooms and this computer room.  I was going to cut the grass also but it started raining so I couldn't.  I guess I'll do it sometime tomorrow after I pick him up at the airport.

Dr. Udani gave me some samples of Effexor XR.  I hope they work for me and don't make me feel anything like Welbutrin XR made me feel.  If they do, someone better call the straight-jacket people because that is where I will need to be.

I applied for 7 different jobs today.  I've decided I'm not going to apply in Columbia anymore.  I'm just not driving that far to work.  If I have to take a cut in pay then so be it.  But with gas at $2.20 a gallon, there is no reason for me to go that far.  I'll just have to find something in Sumter.  I also applied for unemployment.

Did I mention that I got a free United Airlines plane ticket to anywhere in the US, excluding Alaska and Hawaii?  I had a 3 hour lay-over in Chicago on Monday and right as they were about to board the plane to Greenville they called out to anyone who would give up their seat.  They said they'd put them up in a hotel, give them a meal voucher, and give them a free ticket.  So I volunteered.  Then instead of having to spend the night they just put me on an American Eagle flight that was leaving 30 minutes later and I still got the free ticket.  Cool, huh?

I can't wait until tomorrow morning.  It will be so good to have Steven home again.